These Three Songs
by Jess Riley
I thought I’d approach this post by writing about three of
my Christmas memories, framed by related holiday songs.
“It’s a Marshmallow
World”
When I was a kid, my 4-H club* went through an off-Broadway
phase, performing song and dance routines anywhere our dear leader could book
us a gig: Songs of the South
(obviously, because we lived in Wisconsin), A Tribute to Victorian-Era Main Street (“By the light (by the
light-by the light) of the silvery moon!”), and more Christmas caroling than
you could shake a mall Santa’s peg leg at. Some of these performances occurred
in my church rec center, which smelled of dirty gym socks and holy water (home,
as it was, to Saturday morning CCD classes as well as weekend CYO basketball
games). But most shows were booked at hot music venues like mental health
hospitals or nursing homes.
I hold many treasured holiday memories from my childhood:
sledding with friends, hot cocoa after school and the whole house smelling like
pine and cinnamon, my mother’s almond spritz cookies. But somehow, “people with
dementia cursing me out while I sing my solo from It’s A Marshmallow World” never quite made the list. It was like my
own strange little indie movie, heartbreaking but also weirdly funny. Yet
another moment in my life that contributed to my inability to write a
heartwarming scene without inserting a sick joke about compression socks or
bedazzled sweatshirts.
*Yes, I was in 4-H. Growing up in rural Wisconsin, it was
pretty much mandatory, even if your family didn’t own a cow.
“Step into Christmas”
When I was in high school and college I worked part-time at
KB Toys at the Fox River Mall. December, of course, was our busiest month. We
opened earlier, closed later, and all the while, a loop of the same Christmas
songs played again and again from the overhead speakers. Whoever designed the
playlist has probably gone on to other noble, inspiring projects such as biological
weapons development or spam campaigns, because these songs played every ten
minutes: “I Want a Hippopatumus for
Christmas” sung by some annoying kid, “This Christmas” by Wham, “All I Want for
Christmas (Is You)” by Mariah Carey, and the song that still makes me want to stab
my eardrums with the sharp end of a large, used candy cane, “Step into
Christmas” by Elton John. My sincere
apologies to those of you who enjoy these songs, but sweet baby Jesus away in a manger. A psychotherapist couldn’t have
dreamed of a better form of aversion therapy—juxtaposing those songs against a
horde of frenzied shoppers screaming at you with baloney breath because nobody
in a hundred mile radius had Tickle-Me Elmo left in stock? It’s no wonder I still
get red, welty hives when I set foot in any mall, instead finding refuge in
local shops playing anything on:
A Charlie Brown
Christmas by Vince Guaraldi.
Oh, sweet balm to my soul. I could play every single song
over and over, and I do this time of year. While I wrap gifts, while I make
cookies, while I write out my Christmas cards (I save the “Seasons Greetings!” and
“Happy Holidays!” ones for my most religious relatives), while I burn candles
designed to make my living room smell like Bob Cratchit’s house on Christmas
morning, while I whip up a bucket of brandy slush to bring to my grandma’s
house. It’s utterly perfect, utterly charming, utterly poignant. The song
“Christmastime is Here” makes me well up and ache to be eight-years-old again,
racing downstairs to open my homemade Cabbage Patch doll and dump the contents
of my stocking onto the couch to see how many scratch-n-sniff stickers I’d be
adding to my collection. (We’ll skip the part where my parents unwrapped the
small gifts they’d tucked in one another’s stockings, because my Dad always
gave my Mom racy underwear. Ew.)
And on that sentimental note, Merry Christmas, everyone. I
hope your holidays are full of love and wonder, miles away from any rendition
of “Step into Christmas.”
~~~~~~~~~
Jess Riley is the author of Driving Sideways and All the
Lonely People, which she wrote specifically for everyone who somehow felt
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I kind of like Step into Christmas. Kind of. Maybe?
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